“More than anything, more than life itself. If there is an inevitable thing in this world for me, that will be loving you.”
I’m Eika Moore and this is my story. A few years ago, kontento na ako sa buhay ko. Hindi ko ininda ang pagiging NBSB ko dahil wala naman akong balak na magkaroon ng boyfriend.
Bakit pa ako magsasayang ng effort kung nakatakda naman na akong ikasal? Yes… I was engaged that time.
Pero lahat ng mga dahilan ko, nagbago nang makilala ko siya. Si Yale Anderson. The man who was every woman’s dream. Siya rin ang nagpatunay na hindi lang sa lalaki umeepekto ang kasabihan na “The way through a man’s heart is through his stomach.” Because he certainly did creep into my heart.
Yale made me feel loved at pakiramdam ko, kaya niya akong protektahan sa lahat. But he failed protecting me from the truth. Nalaman ko ang totoong trabaho niya at hindi ko matanggap na ang lahat ng namagitan sa `min ay puro kasinungalingan lang. I snapped and I rebelled for years. Until I became like him.
Gusto kong ipakita kay Yale na hindi ako apektado. Na kaya ko siyang makaharap at makasama. Para ipakita na wala na siyang halaga sa akin.
Then I realized that I was totally lying to myself while I was working with him. Yale still affected me, but I couldn’t give in to his advances because it would make my complicated life more complicated…
I was already married.
I needed to protect myself from him but most of all I needed to protect my husband because of his situation.
I’m Eika Moore and this is the beginning of my messed up story.